Our lives are a mystery, and it seems like its more of a mystery when you find out something new about yourself that you thought you would never experience.
I pride myself in being a spiritual seeker, and there are times or have been times when I felt stuck or felt like I could no longer grow anymore as an awakened person. Wrong! We are constantly evolving, peeling back a layer of ourselves to discover the beauty within ourselves. Yes beauty because along with an incredible capacity to do right, we have a huge capacity to cause harm. The only thing is, sometimes we don't know when we are doing it and why we are doing it. Sometimes something so strong has to come your way to challenge your inner knowing, your way of seeing the world.
I truly welcome those moments now because at almost 50, I am open to just about anything that can help me live to the great human capacity and potential that was gifted to us by the great Divine! I want to have these moments help awaken me spiritually so that I can share them with others so that they too can try and live in an awakened state and not in a closed minded, closed hearted and too attached to everything. Being dependent on certain things, people, and technology can destroy your sense of now, your sense of allowing others to really know the real you. It may even block your prosperity and abundance and keep you from the beautiful life that you and your loved ones deserve.
I am so grateful for moments that challenge that part of my being, the part that reminds me that I was made from the same particles that make up the Universe, just as you were as well!