Have you ever been filled with so much love in your heart and then something horrific happens to you and you are convinced that God, Source, Divinity, or the Light was at fault? You may let it go if the experience passes if you are able to forgive, but if there are more experiences as intense you may find yourself continuing to point the finger toward the heavens.
I believe that this disconnection plays havoc and tricks on your mind and your feelings of unworthiness can be at the core of your existence. Well I'm definitely sure that I'm not alone with these feelings.
The re-connection with your own Divinty is true freedom which gives you back a feeling of worthiness! It gives you a sense of purpose and a sense of belonging which we all are searching for!
It happened to me after being on a long journey of reconciliation with God- my Energy Source!
Here is a poem I wrote to depict my journey of re-connection to my Divinity!
A Blessing of Reconciliation
A mysterious and pure force led me back to your place of worship
Like a ship without a rudder, I floated aimlessly for many hours, days, and years amongst a vast ocean
But like I had read once, that no matter what-you are always there- that you love us enough to set us free
To step back and take a breath so that we can clearly see
That you are clearly the divine- and like you promised, the fruit of thy vine
So that we can feel like we are never alone and maybe even feel reborn
Which I am blessed to have felt that solemn Oct 23rd 2012 at 11 fifty seven
You accepted me with arms wide open and even sent me a sign from heaven
A powerful reminder that I was never ever alone- no matter how mad and filled with hatred my heart had come to know
It all washed away as I gave myself the gift of self forgiveness and the forgiveness of what had happened to me a long time ago
Knowing that you didn't allow it- it was just meant to be like this- so that I could help you here on earth with those who also are looking to set themselves free
I'm here- I'm here at last- You have fixed my broken rudder with gold, platinum, and silver so that it will last
I allow your spirit to flow through me - and I know that I'm divine- making you my savior has always been a blessing of mine!
I know you hear me- see me because you are grand, please say hi to my mom and tell her that I will soon hold her hand again!
With Love, Joy, and Peace in my heart...
With that said, "Put a little MaxPower into your life!"